This is stupid!! Every time a boy doesn't like me, I get all hurt and depressed. This is getting way out of hand. From now on I refuse to let boys control my happiness. I don't need to have men falling all over me and taking me out on dates to be happy. I'm taking great classes this year, I have an awesome job, and I have great friends and family that are close by. These things can complete my happiness for a while!

My New Apartment

I love my new apartment, but it still feels weird having everything in a different place. All of my stuff is here, but it doesn't sit right. I guess it's one of those things that will slowly change, but as of right now I feel like I might be living someone else's life...

The Dilemma...

I don't think life can get any more confusing when it comes to guys. For some reason I always become attracted to the guys that either don't know what they want or can't seem to express it correctly. This is my first problem. Secondly, what do I do when I like two guys equally, but nothing ever seems to happen with either one? One is in another state at the moment and the situation is on hold, while the other comes over and hangs out but never initiates anything. The friend thing is getting old especially when I have a crush on them and would like to be more than friends, but if that were to happen it would makes things more confusing because I like them both... what is a girl to do?