So I have been thinking a lot about the past and how I miss the things that I don't have in my life. My life changes so suddenly, and sometimes I wish everything would slow down so I could catch up. I feel like life is going on without me, and if I don't go out and take part that everyone and everything will move on without me. My greatest fear is being left behind, yet I'm frightened to take a risk. It hurts to much to open up when there are no guarantees.

So today I happened to see two guys walking to campus, and they were both wearing white shorts... I don't know about you, but I kind of think that that is rather feminine. White shorts are a pretty stupid color to have in the first place, but if guys wear them I have to think that they are little, shall I say special? Even worse these two guys were obviously roommates, and they were talking about meeting up after class to go home for lunch. Is that a little to "together" for most guys?

So today in my Psychology class we talked about a small part of your brain that helps you to store memory. This section of the brain can become unresponsive, and you can lose the ability to remember something from a few moments ago. You can't remember what you might have done 5 minutes ago, and you will go through a kind of fresh start every minute or two. Thinking about this possibility makes me want to always say what I mean and never take anyone or thing for granted. Our brains are so complex and it's pretty miraculous how they send and receive signals and impulses; we take this for granted already, because we don't realize what we have until we loose it!